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Why I left PMC
So around a year and half or so ago, I left PMC.
I've been questioned a bit as to why I came back and why I left, and to really put it best- I made some bad decisions.
I'm not really used to writing big long posts or stuff about this, so apologies if this doesn't make sense.
I didn't understand it until a while later, but I was pretty depressed at the time and my decision making skills were not great. I made a lot of bad moves and didn't respect people as much as I should have, and I was quick to react. And I am sorry for that. One night I became super overwhelmed with stuff and decided to end it all, finish the account, and move on. But after PMC, I kind of just died inside. I kind of lost my only social life when I left, so I arguably made some worse decisions to isolate myself and attempted some not-so-great stuff.
It took me several months to learn how to not only be a decent person, but to sort of begin to make friends again. I became pretty active on discord and after a pretty bad rough patch I managed to get into contact with a friend from PMC/SD that helped me starting being a functional person again, and I cannot thank them enough for what they did for me, and I am sorry as I did sort of trauma dump on them a bit. A few months later, and I have a pretty good life going for me. I'm still recovering from some major shit, but I am in a much better place than I have been in, well, my whole life basically.
Summer is coming soon, and as much as I want to I don't know if I'll come back full time or not.
I really have moved on from this place and got a job, a friend group, and developed new interests and I wouldn't have it any other way.
I want to thank everybody here for the things they did for me, because without it- I don't know where I would be.
So thank you.
I'll stop yapping now.
I've been questioned a bit as to why I came back and why I left, and to really put it best- I made some bad decisions.
I'm not really used to writing big long posts or stuff about this, so apologies if this doesn't make sense.
I didn't understand it until a while later, but I was pretty depressed at the time and my decision making skills were not great. I made a lot of bad moves and didn't respect people as much as I should have, and I was quick to react. And I am sorry for that. One night I became super overwhelmed with stuff and decided to end it all, finish the account, and move on. But after PMC, I kind of just died inside. I kind of lost my only social life when I left, so I arguably made some worse decisions to isolate myself and attempted some not-so-great stuff.
It took me several months to learn how to not only be a decent person, but to sort of begin to make friends again. I became pretty active on discord and after a pretty bad rough patch I managed to get into contact with a friend from PMC/SD that helped me starting being a functional person again, and I cannot thank them enough for what they did for me, and I am sorry as I did sort of trauma dump on them a bit. A few months later, and I have a pretty good life going for me. I'm still recovering from some major shit, but I am in a much better place than I have been in, well, my whole life basically.
Summer is coming soon, and as much as I want to I don't know if I'll come back full time or not.
I really have moved on from this place and got a job, a friend group, and developed new interests and I wouldn't have it any other way.
I want to thank everybody here for the things they did for me, because without it- I don't know where I would be.
So thank you.
I'll stop yapping now.
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nuuuuuuuu come back you still haven't downloaded the #1 pmc Revolve
Hey man, I'm young and stuff and new to PMC but I just wanna say
You're doing great :)
Glad to have you back on here!
You're doing great :)
Glad to have you back on here!
Good that you are fine and you attempt to improve your behaviour
Well. Good luck.
I'm glad things are working out better for you now!
I hope things continue to get better.
I hope things continue to get better.
I feel like you're the most active user I don't know why
I do use this site a lot lol
Nice